Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Left behinf by so many. I'm dragging everyone. In dance, especially.
As said, the higher your hopes, the greater the disappointment. I was hoping to be one of them. I worked hard. I got good results. I did speeches. I did my duty, though slacking at times, but I have my reasons. I wore skirts so long. I kept my pierced ear empty this whole year. I wore my tag. Indeed, I'm inferior to those around me but how am I inferior to them. I just need the reasons, that's all. Some aren't that goog, are they? Just that they are noticed by other people but I'm not. Just that some were given a chance, but I'm not. I'm calefare after all.
Those not chosen, are they smart to quit? Cause if they don't, like me, they might be doing free labour. How am I inferior to them? Those confirmed people? I should be transferring. But I chose not to. She said I was too quiet, but am I? I thought that there were so many more who are even more quiet. I thought I was noisy enough. Doing speeches and all and even soming in second for the most recent elocution contest. Maybe I've had enough.
Oh yeah, for my results. As I've said, I did pretty well. But no time to feel proud. I'm only sec 1, still a long way more to go.
Here goes:
English-69.63(B3)
Mathematics-88.5(A1)
Science-90(A1)
Chinese-70.8(A2)
Literature-70(A2)
Geography-92.5(A1)
History-86(A1)
Home Economics-79(A1)
Art-59(C5) =(
yeah, that's all. And, I'm a sad machine today.
slashed @ 2:20 AM
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