~The fate of Death Gods in MY HANDS~

Thursday, May 29, 2008

I must hang on to the tough trainings. I must make it to Thanksgiving, let alone SYF. The little girl was crying, I wonder if she had pulled through, I wonder if she is still crying. A little girl as young as 4 years old, 5 years old, pushed through tough trainings, persevere those torture and gave a cry instead of giving up. In hope of being choosen for some competition, I guess, she was sent away from mama, was sent away from papa, see them only once every 3 months, she still strives. She cries, I suppose, every lesson. But yet, she didn't give up. Lessons everyday in a week, like how we have to go to school and study, she goes for her gymnastic lessons. I wonder what's wrong with her, what's wrong with the coaches, her parents. Why make a little girl suffer so much. She heartens me, when i see her persevering. She is, like a diamond in a rough. I wonder where else could I still see such strong soul. But I wondered, is it really her parents, her teachers- no it isn't -it's herself. She could have given up a long long time ago. But she didn't. She probably wants to get better.

I thought of myself. I gave up ballet. Now I'm in dance. Zhou lao shi is always so strict. I never had a chance to relax. But then, i realised that he aint as strict. I don't wanna give up, I want to make it into Thanksgiving with the other 21-22 girls, then into SYF.

I have to persevere, I have my resolve. Thanks Father, I pray for that little girl, that she would continue to persevere and I hope that I would be able to see her in the olypics. Pls pull her through, and me, too. Amen.

slashed @ 10:42 PM
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